I'll be here...

purenirvana94 @ 2006-06-24T22:47:00

2006-06-25T03:05:23Z

Well it seems like the majority of the people are doing great, or at least getting better.

Isn't that just peachy.

So I'll drive so fucking far away
that I never cross your mind
and do whatever it takes in your heart
to leave me behind

So many times I've wanted to drive away to escape my past, escape this place, escape my house, get away from my parents, just to get away...take the money from the bank and drive away...if only for a few weeks, I don't care...

Music must be my escape before I find something else...

purenirvana94 @ 2006-05-04T21:20:00

2006-05-05T01:22:17Z

He's the one
Who likes all our pretty songs
And he likes to sing along
And he likes to shoot his gun
But he don't know what it means
Don't know what it means when I say yeah

Dear God, if you're out there:

Why am I so stupid? If you could get back to me between the hours of 3:00 pm and 11:00 pm weekdays that'd be great.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-04-15T01:25:00

2006-04-15T05:28:12Z

Well not many people have visited our site, and only has been played THREE times, so people go to the site in my last post! Quality does suck, and the drums are indistinguishable, but aside from that, I think we sound pretty good...the whole beginning part (that repeats four times) theres some tom stuff in there, but you cant even make it out cuz the mic sucks...still, check out www.purevolume.com/portorange thanks!

And pay attention to the last part...It's the best part of the song: quick roll on snare, crash, everything stops but bass, buildup, sweetness

Idk, I like it, I think its the only part that you can appreciate for having been recorded with the mic it was...

purenirvana94 @ 2006-04-14T17:25:00

2006-04-14T21:25:21Z

www.purevolume.com/portorange

GO THERE!!! Tell other people to go there too.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-04-10T23:23:00

2006-04-11T03:24:06Z

It's time I relinquish my addiction.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-04-07T13:32:00

2006-04-07T17:33:57Z

HOPEFULLY recording soon, complete song (and Eric if you see this remind me I wana record an 'instrumental' verson of the 'punk' song we started, and then theres another song I wana show u that Andy and I started before u got there. It's sweet.) maybe saturday or something, itl be on purevolume if we do

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-28T06:51:00

2006-03-28T11:53:00Z

Well, here's the picture I took of me with straight hair

JUS SO YOU KNOW I don't want to have the curly hair, the point is to look different than I normally do...thats how I wana look

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-20T11:18:00

2006-03-20T16:18:48Z

I see my heart explode
It's been eroded by the weather here
If you want me
Hold me back

I forgot how good Seether was.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-17T18:15:00

2006-03-17T23:15:29Z

I talk to you every now and then
I never felt so alone again
I stop to think at a wishing well
My thoughts send me on a carousel

Here I am standing on my own
Not a motion from the telephone
I know not a reason why
Solitudes a reason to die

Just you wait and see
As school life is a
It is a woken dream
Aren't you feeling alone?

I guess its just another
I guess its just another
I guess its just another night alone

Now as I walk down the street
I need a job just to sleep in sheets
Buying food every once in a while
But not enough to purchase a smile

A tank of gas is a treasure to me
I know now that nothing is free
I talk to you every now and then
I never felt so alone again

Just you wait and see
As school life is a
It is a woken dream
Aren't you feeling alone?

I guess its just another
I guess its just another
I guess its just another night alone

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-17T12:24:00

2006-03-17T17:24:50Z

Port Orange may have our own song soon, maybe tomorrow.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-11T23:35:00

2006-03-12T04:37:20Z

PORT ORANGE is officially online (yes we decided to name ourselves Port Orange, I like it).

PLEASE check us out, leme know what you think. Keep in mind these are rough recordings!!!

https://home.comcast.net/~portorangeband

THANKS EVERYONE!

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-06T22:26:00

2006-03-07T03:33:32Z

Well, I'm tryin to start breaking off from all the other things I do (aside from rugby) to make time to practice. First of all, Eric and I like Age of Autocracy. So I ask anyone that sees this or bothers to read it to answer this:

Chronic
or
Age Of Autocracy

Just so I have an idea. And then, what song would you most likely listen to as a punk/rock cover:

Fun, Fun, Fun, Beach boys
Sweet Caroline, Neil Diamond
Good Vibrations, Beach boys
Sex and Candy, Marcy Playground

got any other ideas (Eric or Andy especially)?

Thanks everyone

purenirvana94 @ 2006-03-02T15:39:00

2006-03-02T20:40:30Z

Band names (lemme know which you like):

Lithium
Night Sky
Age of Autocracy
Black and White
Max Default
Chronic Rock

Eric/Andy: do you like any of them particularly?

purenirvana94 @ 2006-02-27T21:13:00

2006-02-28T02:14:05Z

Eybrow ring...

a month I'll probably change it to a half-hoop if its possible...

update

purenirvana94 @ 2006-02-19T07:37:00

2006-02-19T12:41:38Z

So all nighter was this morning (midnight til 6:00) got in seven games...D&D has to be my favorite now...altho, space marines is sweet too. Definately buying a membership, seeing as it pays for itself and it logs EVERY GAME YOU EVER PLAY, and long as when you activate your pack, you put in your member ID. Plus you get a custom name :P Anyway, I wana get an airsoft gun now too, since Chris and his friends play all the time...I came in first so much in laser tag (on my team) I wonder how I'd do at airsoft.

So other than that, I was driving home after dropping Mitch and Terry off, and goin down 11 mile, right outside the school there was an accident. A single car accident. It was FLIPPED OVER. I dont know how you flip over a liltte car like that (similar to a uxury saturn or something) but this guy managed to do it. So that was kinda cool.

Im outta here, and I wish I was tired, cause I know I will be later...

purenirvana94 @ 2006-02-14T11:15:00

2006-02-14T16:19:09Z

"If you read
you'll Judge"

"And this little pit-stop
we call life, that we so seriously worry
about is nothing but a small, over the
week end jail sentence, compared to what
will come with death.
life isn't nearly as sacred as
the appreciation of passion."

Kurt Cobain

I Take The Good With The Bad

2006-02-12T04:34:43Z

I guess I thought - They'd be just fine
Everything back - To how it had been
But if it ain't right - It's not meant to be
She'll still be there - Waitin' on me

Everything that - I ever had
Wasn't enough - God it's so sad
I can see - When I'm pushed away
It's all your fault - I'm not okay

CHORUS
Safe to say
I take the good with the bad
You took it away
All I ever had
But gave me so much
I thought I should add
Nothing's one way
I take the good with the bad

They fell down - I fell asleep
All at once - it's yours to keep
Keep it here - Keep it safe
'Til I wake up - Then I'll take your place

All the words - that you say
Don't mean enough - To keep me away
Still I head toward - The fate you gave
Come follow me - Into the grave

REPEAT CHORUS

Safe to say
I take the good with the bad
Nothing's one way
I take the good with the bad
Let me lie
I take the good with the bad
Safe to say
The good don't make up for for the bad

purenirvana94 @ 2006-02-10T13:59:00

2006-02-10T18:59:53Z

So the lyrics, yeah they aren't gona be how I planned 'em, but they turned out even better. Basically we need an intro, and then andy stops playing and sings, and then we play with andy n his guitar then he stops to sing again. We need a bridge (which I have in mind) and an outro and we're set for our first completely completed song. complete.

Other than that today sucked. Maybe tonight will be better =)

That Feeling You Can Only Describe What It Is In French

2006-02-08T21:49:41Z

A rebel without a cause
A ghost without a name
I'm just another guy
Who walks by everyday

Well you stole my life
You stole my heart
It's all turned around
Tell me where we're bound

I've lost my purpose
My soul and my defense
And since I've lost so much
I'm goin' on the offense

CHORUS
'Cause you're just another
Pretty face
You're my disgrace
Get away from this place
You're not welcome here anymore
You're just another
Pretty face
My Disgrace
I want you out of this place
You're not welcome here anymore

I'm lost and I'm broken
And you don't help one bit
Lost all of who I am now
And you don't give a shit

REPEAT CHORUS

BRIDGE
Well you see me
Yeah you know me
I'm a face without a name

It was the other day
Just the other day
Now it's back to the same

REPEAT CHORUS

alright, it doesnt read like a song, but imagine this:
-First two blocks sung out slow, with a slow strumming guitar
-Drum breakdown (Slow beginning with some sixteenth/twentyfourth notes at the end)
-Quick basic 'punk' guitar for the rest of the song til what I call the bridge
-'Softer' guitar at some tempo for bridge, drums bass stop
-Half way through the bridge drums come in with a different beat, again 'accelerate' into last time through chorus

I dunno, it works in my head.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-02-08T11:24:00

2006-02-08T16:24:06Z

No swimming. 'Tis good to know. Still working tonight though.

Sine the moment I spetted you
Like walking round with little wings on my shoes
My stomach's filled with the butterflies... and it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If I said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

[Pre-Chorus:]
Every time I try to talk to you
I get tongue-tied
Seems like everything I say to you
Comes otu wrong and never comes out right

[Chorus:]
So I'll say 'why don't you and I get togehter and take on the world
and be together forever
Heads we will and tails we'll try again
So I say why don't you and I hold each other and fly to the moon
and straight on to heaven
Cause without you they're never going to let me in
And slowly I begin to realize this is never going to end
Right about the same you walk by
And I say 'Oh here we go again'

When's thisever going to break?
I think I've handled more than any man can take
I'm like a love-sick puppy chasing you around
And it's alright
Bouncing round from cloud to cloud
I got the feeling like I'm never going to come down
If said I didn't like it then you know I'd lied

[Pre Chorus - repeat]

[Chorus - repeat]

purenirvana94 @ 2006-01-27T06:34:00

2006-01-27T11:38:06Z

Someone tell me...

what I should feel right now...

purenirvana94 @ 2006-01-18T11:59:00

2006-01-18T16:59:25Z

Now listen well... will you marry me?
Not now, Boy
Are you well in the Suffering?
You've been the most gracious of hosts
You may be invited girl, but you're not coming in

Exams tomorrow...if health wasn't multiple guess I might have trouble. Glovac gave us the entire exam, and continues to think he's a teacher. Did I mention he's the AP bio teacher? Imagine how everyone gets A's in his class and then twos and threes on the AP test, except the really good/lucky ones Im sure, but they didn't get the grade because of his teaching for one thing. Anyway, band prcatice maybe later I think. Swimming after school both days, even though I don't have any school friday, sweet.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-01-15T00:10:00

2006-01-15T05:10:53Z

Alright, this isn't just any old lyrics, this time, I need opinions on these ones.

Look back now
At the damage we have done
To each other
To one another

Was it worth the risk
You placed on me
Take your money back
Don't bet on me

CHORUS (X2)
Theres no regrets
I jus don't wanna see
You bein held back by me
I'll drag you down
I'll drag you under
I'm consumed by your thunder

(After second)
This is how you wanna be

Everything's gone wrong
And it's turned out alright
Is this what you want
Everything's gone wrong
And it's turned out alright
This is all I have to offer

Fake hopes
I tried
You choked
Is this what you want
A false promise
You tried
I failed
It's all I have to offer

REPEAT CHORUS (x2)

Hopefully in the near future we will either have the current song, or one with those lyrics recorded and on purevolume. Also, for the name, because Millstone Anecdote is short lived, what do people think about Do Not Expose (cause that's what I want, but Eric and Andy want Chair)

purenirvana94 @ 2006-01-13T21:48:00

2006-01-14T02:48:44Z

Your lipstick, his collar.. don't bother Angel
I know exactly what goes on

When everything you'll get is
everything that you've wanted, princess
(well which would you prefer)
My finger on the trigger, or
(me face down, down across your floor)
Me face down, down across your floor
(me face down, down across your floor)
Well just so long as this thing's loaded

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
let's go...

Don't bother trying to explain Angel
I know exactly what goes on when you're on and
How about I'm outside of your window
(how about I'm outside of your window)
Watchin him keep the details covered
You're such a sucker (you're such a sucker)
for a sweet talker, yeah

And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin
(the only thing that I regret is that I, I never let you hold me back)
And will you tell all your friends
you've got your gun to my head
This all was only wishful thinkin,
this all was only wishful thinkin

Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know you'll never love me
Hoping for the best just hoping nothing happens
A thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins
I will never ask if you don't ever tell me
I know you well enough to know...

Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?
Why can't I feel anything
from anyone other than you?

And all of this was all your fault
And all of this

(I stay jealous)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life
(she'll destroy us all before she's through
and find a way to blame somebody else)
I stay wrecked and jealous for this,
for this simple reason
I just need to keep you in mind
as something larger than life!

Not worrying as much as before...though I've still got a lot on my mind I want to get off...everytime I go to talk I choke, I can't say anything I want to, or I find a reason not to, and then it seems like I didn't just swallow my own words. I hate myself for it.

purenirvana94 @ 2006-01-09T12:39:00

2006-01-09T17:53:08Z

So far today...notes in Glovacs. I love how he calls himself a teacher, but he can't teach. I get A's in his class, but he DOESN'T teach. Notes, review page (exact copy of parts of the notes), then review day for the test (Which is where he reads off the EXACT test, the WHOLE THING), and then notes the following day. Once in awhile we read a case study or something, but he doesn't teach anything. Then in the beginning of every class he reads jokes and quotes and a 'history tid-bit'. His teaching and his class are both jokes.

Anyway, hopefully this week is better than my weekend (altho friday and sunday night before I got home were great, as always :D)

I'm on the rocky road
Heading down off the mountain slope
And as my steps echo echo,
louder than before
Another day is done,
say goodbye to the setting sun
See what i found,
Turn back to the ground
Just like before

*And Hey hey hey hey hey hey
Hey beautiful day, hey beautiful day
Hey hey hey hey
Hey beautiful day, hey beautiful day
When the night feels my song
I'll be home, I'll be home

Into the undergrowth,
Twist and turn on a lonely road
In the twighlight
the day turns to night
And i'm alone

And when the light has left
I'm not sure of my every step
Follow the wind that pushes me west
Back to my bed

[Repeat *]

When the night feels my song
I'll be home, I'll be home
When the night feels my song
I'll be home, I'll be home

*Bedouin Soundclash